Embracing Solitude and Love in the USA

There’s something uniquely satisfying about staying home, where comfort reigns supreme. Enjoying delicious food, having a room to myself, and relishing those precious moments of solitude often feels like a dream come true. While my husband insists on embarking on road trips, I can’t help but resist. Big cities in the USA lack enchantment for me, and while the natural beauty is breathtaking, my husband and kids often prefer to lounge around. For me, this translates to more eating, sleeping, and a cacophony of laughter—hardly my idea of a refreshing getaway!

Discovering Tranquility in Taos, New Mexico

After an insistence from my husband, I begrudgingly spent ten days exploring—and I was finally rewarded with a place I fell in love with: Taos, New Mexico. It reminded me so much of Yunnan, even if it isn’t quite up to par in my eyes. Nevertheless, finding a serene spot in America with lush mountains, flowing waters, and vibrant flora—where the climate is neither too hot nor too cold—was a pleasant surprise. The rich cultural history spanning thousands of years left me feeling incredibly satisfied.

Self-Love and the Art of Photography

As I grow to love myself more, I find myself understanding my own preferences clearly. It feels like the maternal instincts have faded, allowing me to focus on what’s essential: taking care of myself and capturing beautiful photos. My husband shows immense love and patience throughout this process, treating each photo session like an important mission—often prioritizing it over our children’s needs!

Understanding the Balance of Love

I often envy my husband’s ability to live completely devoted to loving someone else. Whenever I ask, he assures me that I am his top priority, while I tend to prioritize myself. It’s challenging to imagine loving someone else more deeply than I love myself. I frequently worry about potential sacrifices on his part, fearing a relationship that feels unbalanced and unhealthy. Yet, my husband consistently reassures me of his happiness with me, prompting me to relax and enjoy the generous love he provides.

A Life Full of Contentment

In summary, my current life feels overwhelmingly beautiful, leaving no room for resentment or pain. All the past grievances and injustices have been released, replaced by gratitude and fond memories. The sadness and depression I’ve experienced since I can remember have vanished, and I’ve come to realize the reality of my happiness. I truly appreciate how hard I’ve worked to reach this point; I deserve the remarkable life I’ve created for myself.

Ultimately, embracing solitude has allowed me to cultivate a flourishing life filled with love, peace, and gratitude. Here’s to cherishing every moment and exploring the beautiful nooks of places like Taos!